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DSM-V Changes to Personality Disorders

Here is a chart comparing DSM-IV personality disorders to DSM-V personality types. Notice that NPD, Paranoid, Schizoid, and others have no DSM-V comparable disorder and are a combination of prominent personality traits.

DSM-5 Type and Trait Cross-Walk

DSM-IV Personality Disorder DSM-5 Personality Disorder Type Prominent Personality Traits
Paranoid None Suspiciousness

Intimacy avoidance

Hostility

Unusual beliefs

Schizoid None Social withdrawal

Social detachment

Intimacy avoidance

Restricted affectivity

Anhedonia

Schizotypal Schizotypal (4 or 5) Eccentricity

Cognitive dysregulation

Unusual perceptions

Unusual beliefs

Social withdrawal

Restricted affectivity

Intimacy avoidance

Suspiciousness

Anxiousness

Antisocial Antisocial/Psychopathic

(4 or 5)

Callousness

Aggression

Manipulativeness

Hostility

Deceitfulness

Narcissism

Irresponsibility

Recklessness

Impulsivity

Borderline Borderline (4 or 5) Emotional lability

Self-harm

Separation insecurity

Anxiousness

Low self-esteem

Depressivity

Hostility

Aggression

Impulsivity

Dissociation proneness

Histrionic None Emotional lability

Histrionism

Narcissistic None Narcissism

Manipulativeness

Histrionism

Callousness

Avoidant Avoidant (4 or 5) Anxiousness

Separation insecurity

Pessimism

Low self-esteem

Guilt/shame

Intimacy avoidance

Social withdrawal

Restricted affectivity

Anhedonia

Social detachment

Risk aversion

Dependent None Submissiveness

Anxiousness

Separation insecurity

Obsessive-Compulsive Obsessive-Compulsive

(4 or 5)

Perfectionism

Rigidity

Orderliness

Perseveration

Anxiousness

Pessimism

Guilt/shame

Restricted affectivity

Oppositionality

Depressive None Pessimism

Anxiousness

Depressivity

Low self-esteem

Guilt/shame

Anhedonia

Passive-Aggressive None Oppositionality

Hostility

Guilt/shame

Article from the BBC about BPD and other PDs

Article from the BBC about personality disorders.

Struggling with personality disorder

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Mark Easton | 12:30 UK time, Thursday, 26 November 2009

We like to see the world in black and white: a landscape of villains and victims; good and evil; right and wrong.

These labels allow us to make easy moral judgements about others, to apportion blame and sympathy. It seems to be an involuntary human response. Who has suffered? Who is at fault?

Indeed, many of the stories in today’s news are about the process of allocation: the Iraq War Inquiry; reports of crimes and the courts; response to the credit crunch.

We extract complexity and nuance until we have distilled events to the point where their human constituents can be placed in monochrome boxes marked “saints” and “sinners”. Every narrative becomes a morality play.

Take the heart-rending story of Baby P. The toddler we now know as Peter was a tragic victim of abuse – torture which ultimately led to his death.

Those who carried out the abuse have been described as “evil”. Blame was also heaped on some of the professionals involved in the case.

But what if Peter had been saved? What kind of person would he have grown up to be? We can never know, of course. But we do know that young children who suffer serious abuse are more likely to develop a personality disorder (PD) in later life.

In a recent academic paper, researchers studied 50 people with PD. Of those, 44 had experienced abuse and most of them blamed it for their problems.

The deviant and sometimes anti-social behaviour which defines PD may well result in such individuals ending up in the criminal justice system, at which point the victim becomes the villain.

Peter’s mother was herself seriously abused as a child. At some point in her life, she was moved from the white box to the black.

The question about Baby P was raised by psychiatrists at a conference I attended last week. The first National Personality Disorder Congress brought together professionals, PD service users and their carers to “celebrate developments in the personality disorder field”.

But for all its up-beat tone, the event forced me into uncomfortable territory, a place where moral and medical judgements are blurred and the idea of personal responsibility is tested. Where does fate end and fault begin?

Two hundred years ago, clinicians began to focus on criminals whose offences were so abhorrent that they appeared insane and yet didn’t suffer from any recognised mental illness.

The term “moral insanity” was coined, a description of a condition where intellectual faculties are unimpaired but morals are deemed “depraved or perverted”.

However, as early as 1874, the pioneer of psychiatry Henry Maudsley suggested that the phrase portrayed “a form of mental alienation which has so much the look of vice or crime that many people regard it as an unfounded medical invention”.

We now use the term personality disorder, but the argument has not changed. Recent guidance from the National Institute of Health and Clinical Excellence (NICE) notes that: “there is considerable ambivalence among mental health professionals towards those with personality disorder.

“Some see this label as sanctioning self-indulgent and destructive behaviour, encouraging individuals to assume an ‘invalid role’ thereby further reducing whatever inclination they might have to take responsibility for their behaviour.”

“The alternative view”, NICE continues, is that people with PD “have complex health needs that ought to be identified and addressed, either within or alongside the criminal justice system”.

Continue reading Article from the BBC about BPD and other PDs

Marsha Linehan outspoken of her own BPD?

I recently stumbled on an interview with WYNC (public radio in NYC) with Jayson Blair and his new employer Dr. Michael Oberschneider. Blair was the NY Times reporter who admittedly fabricated stories in 2003. In the interview, Dr. Oberschneider says that Marsha Linehan: “…has been outspoken about her own Borderline Personality Disorder.” I have never heard or read that Dr. Linehan has said she has BPD. Does anyone know of this reference and what “outspoken” means? Here is the interview: Jayson Blair Interview

People with Borderline Personality Disorder over diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder

Article from Science Daily about over-diagnosis of bipolar disorder:

If Bipolar Disorder Is Over-diagnosed, What Are The Actual Diagnoses?

ScienceDaily (July 29, 2009) — A year ago, a study by Rhode Island Hospital and Brown University researchers reported that fewer than half the patients previously diagnosed with bipolar disorder received an actual diagnosis of bipolar disorder after using a comprehensive, psychiatric diagnostic interview tool –the Structured Clinical Interview for DSM-IV (SCID). In this follow-up study, the researchers have determined the actual diagnoses of those patients.

Their study is published in the July 28 ahead of print online edition of The Journal of Clinical Psychiatry.

Under the direction of lead author Mark Zimmerman, MD, director of outpatient psychiatry at Rhode Island Hospital, the researchers’ findings indicate that patients who received a previous diagnosis of bipolar disorder that was not confirmed by a SCID, they were significantly more likely to be diagnosed with borderline personality disorder as well as impulse control disorders.

Their research involved the study of 82 psychiatric outpatients who reported that they received a previous diagnosis of bipolar disorder that was not later confirmed through the use of the SCID. The diagnoses in these patients were compared to 528 patients who were not previously diagnosed with bipolar disorder. The study was conducted between May 2001 and March 2005.

Zimmerman, who is also an associate professor of psychiatry and human behavior at The Warren Alpert Medical School of Brown University, says, “In our study, one quarter of the patients over-diagnosed with bipolar disorder met DSM-IV criteria for borderline personality disorder. Looking at these results another way, nearly 40 percent (20 of 52) of patients diagnosed with DSM-IV borderline personality disorder had been over-diagnosed with bipolar disorder.”

The results of the study also indicate that patients who had been over-diagnosed with bipolar disorder were more frequently diagnosed with major depressive disorder, antisocial personality disorder, posttraumatic stress disorder and eating and impulse disorders.

Zimmerman and colleagues note that “we hypothesize that in patients with mood instability, physicians are inclined to diagnose a potentially medication-responsive disorder such as bipolar disorder rather than a disorder such as borderline personality disorder that is less medication-responsive.”

In their previously published study that concluded bipolar disorder was over-diagnosed, they studied 700 patients. Of the 700 patients, 145 reported they had been previously diagnosed as having bipolar disorder; however, fewer than half of the 145 patients (43.4 percent) were diagnosed with bipolar disorder based on the SCID. The authors state that the over-diagnosis of bipolar disorder can have serious consequences, because while bipolar disorder is treated with mood stabilizers, no medications have been approved for the treatment of borderline personality disorder. As a result, over-diagnosing bipolar disorder can unnecessarily expose patients to serious medication side effects, including possible impact to renal, endocrine, hepatic, immunologic and metabolic functions.

Zimmerman concludes, “Because evidence continues to emerge establishing the efficacy of certain forms of psychotherapy for borderline personality disorder, over-diagnosing bipolar disorder in patients with borderline personality disorder can result in the failure to recommend the most appropriate forms of treatment.”

Along with Zimmerman, other researchers involved in the study include Camile Ruggero, PhD; Iwona Chelminski, PhD and Diane Young, PhD, all of Rhode Island Hospital and Brown University.


Wrong-way Driver Drunk and High

A story about the wrong-way driver, Diane Schuler, who struck an SUV head-on in her minivan, killing eight people

Diane Schuler's Fatal Accident

Diane Schuler's Fatal Accident

including herself. Apparently, she was intoxicated at the time. I can’t help but think she must have been in a lot of pain to have started drinking that early in the day. I feel for the victims. Such a sad situation.

 

Diane Schuler, Wrong-Way Highway Driver Who Killed 8 Had 10 Drinks, Was High
Toxicology Report in Taconic Crash Shows Marijuana, Double Legal Limit of Alcohol
By LEE FERRAN

Aug. 4, 2009 —

A New York mom had at least 10 drinks and smoked a large amount of marijuana before driving five children the wrong way down a highway and crashing head on into an SUV, investigators said today.

Diane Schuler, 36, was killed in the July 26 collision on New York’s Taconic State Parkway that also took the lives of her 2-year-old daughter and three nieces who were riding in her van as well as all three men who were in the SUV. Her 5-year-old son was the lone survivor of the crash.

Schuler had a blood alcohol content of .19, more than double the legal limit, and was also “impaired by marijuana,” according to a statement released by state attorney Janet Difiore citing a toxicology report by the Westchester County medical examiner.

Investigators could not determine if Schuler had been drinking while she was driving, but alcohol was in her stomach at the time of the autopsy and a bottle of vodka was found at the crash scene, New York State Police Major William Carey said at a press conference.

It was not clear exactly how much or when Schuler smoked marijuana; the toxicology reported “high” levels of THC, the active ingredient in pot, Westchester director of toxicology Betsy Spratt said.

But “there were approximately 10 drinks still in her,” Spratt said, that had yet to be metabolized.

The combination of alcohol and marijuana “intensified” the effects of each, Spratt said.

“With that level of alcohol we talk in ranges. She would’ve had difficulty with perception, judgment and memory. Around that level you get tunnel vision,” Spratt said.

Carey said, “There’s no indication there will be any criminal charges forthcoming.”

Police initially said they had no indication Schuler was impaired while driving, Carey said.

“We did not have people that morning describe Diane Schuler as anything other than to say she was fine,” Carey said.

The crash was ruled a homicide last week before the toxicology report was completed, Westchester medical examiner Dr. Millard Hyland told ABCNews.com.

“It was ruled a homicide in terms of people being killed because she was driving in the wrong direction,” Hyland said, and did not take toxicology into account.

The full report was completed Monday, Hyland said.

Roseann Guzzo, daughter of Michael Bastardi and Guy Bastardi, both crash victims, told New York’s The Journal News that while the report explains the once mysterious accident, it does not justify it.

“This wasn’t an act of God. This was her choice. She made the wrong choice,” Guzzo said. “This isn’t an accident. This is murder.”

The co-owner of the upstate N.Y. campground said she knew Diane Schuler well and saw her off on the day of the accident.

“If she had alcohol on her breath, I sure didn’t smell it,” said Scott. “The last thing I said to her was ‘have a safe trip home’ and she said, ‘We will’ and that was the end of it.

Woman Takes Deadly Turn

Schuler was driving home from a New York campground on the Taconic State Parkway, a route she knew well, when she somehow ended up driving the wrong way in the fast lane into oncoming traffic.

During the drive, Schuler called her brother to tell him she wasn’t feeling well. He asked her to pull over immediately. Schuler did not pull over, but her brother was worried enough to call the police.

Two hours after the call to her brother, police believe Schuler turned onto the parkway, heading down an exit ramp with signs clearly stating that she was heading the wrong way.

She drove in the fast lane, straight into traffic. Oncoming cars swerved to miss her.

Surviving Driver: She Was ‘In Control’

One of the drivers in her path, Richard Rowe, managed to avoid a crash with Schuler who he said seemed “in total control.”

“I don’t understand. She was in total control of the car,” Rowe said. “Maybe initially she was confused, but she had lots of time to correct her mistake. If we had been 30 seconds later, we would have been hit by her.”

Three men in the SUV from Yonkers, N.Y., could not avoid Schuler. All three were killed in the head-on collision.

 

The Octomom, Kate Gosselin and the need for love

I haven’t written anything about either Nadya Suleman or Kate Gosselin in my blog, because I really don’t know that much about either of them. However, recently I have been watching each of them a bit and trying to figure out what the heck is up with them. Each has a multitude of children, conceived by in-vitro. Each seems to desire public approval/affection. I am not suggesting either of them has Borderline personality Disorder (BPD), because I don’t know enough about either to suggest that that condition (of which I write about in this blog) is even suspected in either. I have seen others suggest a variety of conditions for each of them including BPD (and NPD), but I just don’t know.

The reason I am posting this message though is because both of them seem to have a craving for affection, attachment and love. It appears to me that each had all these children such that they could be unconditionally loved by as many people as possible. I wonder what happened in their childhood (or if anything happened) that would drive this strong desire to have as many children as they have had.

Article in Time about the DSM

Here’s an article about the DSM…

Wednesday, Mar. 11, 2009

Redefining Crazy: Researchers Revise the DSM

If you wanted to make a list of important books you should read, what would you choose? Anna Karenina, maybe? The Bible? How about the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders?

It may not be at the top of your list, but the DSM, as it’s usually called, is one of the most important books in the world. It attempts to categorize, describe and give a code number to literally every problem that can occur in your mind, from schizophrenia to borderline personality disorder to something called mathematics disorder, which is essentially being so bad at math that it amounts to a mental problem.

The DSM is important not only because it is wildly ambitious but also because mental-health professionals around the world have adopted its classification system. In the U.S., it is virtually impossible to get reimbursed by an insurance company for treatment unless a mental-health professional identifies your condition by a DSM code number. (The number for mathematics disorder, if you were wondering, is 315.1. The code for Tourette’s syndrome is 307.23; the code for sexual sadism is 302.84. As I said, the DSM tries to cover everything.) (See the top 10 medical breakthroughs of 2008.)

The American Psychiatric Association (APA), which owns the DSM, is in the process of rewriting the book, which was first published in 1952. The DSM-V, as the fifth edition will be called, is set to be published in 2012. But the process of researching it began way back in 1999 — five years after the publication of the last major revision, the DSM-IV — meaning the new book’s production will take 13 years overall. (Read about how we get labeled by the DSM.)

Why so long? Last week, a research organization called the American Psychopathological Association (which goes by the acronym APPA, to distinguish it from the APA) brought many of the key players in the development of the DSM-V to a conference in New York City to discuss some of the reasons the writing of the book is so complicated.

One obvious reason is that so many people have a stake in what the world defines as crazy and what it calls normal. Famously, homosexuality was listed as a DSM condition until a 1974 vote among APA members removed it. Other groups of mental-health professionals and patients want certain disorders to be added (and covered by insurance): sexual compulsivity, for instance, is not in the DSM, even though “sexual aversion disorder” (302.79) — the persistent and distressing avoidance of genital contact not explained by another disorder like depression — is included. (Read an interview with an author who has bipolar disorder.)

Debates about what should and shouldn’t be in the DSM are fascinating and often bitter, and as I have pointed out before, the book makes at least one fundamental error in the way it conceives of mental problems: it ignores causes almost entirely. If you feel sad and tired for a couple of months, have trouble sleeping and making decisions, and gain weight, you can be given a DSM diagnosis of depression (296.31 or 296.32, mild or moderate, recurrent) and prescribed drugs for it — even if the reason for your funk is that you just lost your job. Such physiological responses as insomnia are evolutionarily natural (and sometimes helpful, in a jump-starting sort of way) when you suffer a trauma like losing your job. But according to the DSM, only perfect is considered normal. Another basic problem with the DSM: it tries to reduce the vastly complex experiences of your mind to a single number.

At last week’s conference, there were tantalizing hints that the DSM-V might fix some of these problems. Dr. Steven Hyman, provost of Harvard, a former psychiatry professor at its medical school and a former director of the National Institute of Mental Health, agitated at the meeting for a new DSM framework that would stop trying to divide mental problems into discrete all-or-nothing categories. That method is appropriate for some medical problems — you either have leukemia or you don’t — but depression, for instance, doesn’t work like that. (Read “Why Do the Mentally Ill Die Younger?”)

Rather, Hyman argued that many mental illnesses are problems that lie along a continuum from normal and functioning to disordered and tragic. To the annoyance of some old-fashioned DSM defenders, he made the case that the DSM should regard mental illness as “continuous with normal”: less like leukemia and more like hypertension. You don’t get diagnosed with hypertension until you meet a cutoff point for high blood pressure that takes into account other extenuating factors: your age, for instance, or the conditions under which the blood-pressure reading is taken. Depression should be the same: if you are sad because you just got divorced, the DSM shouldn’t necessarily consider you to have an illness.

Such a diagnostic model wouldn’t be simple, though, which is one reason the DSM is taking 13 years to rewrite. And in the meantime, the book still has to be useful to everyday clinicians seeing patients who need a code number for insurance companies. “It’s like wondering how you repair the airport while the planes are still flying,” Hyman said at the conference.

Hyman noted that medical problems, whether in the mind or in the body or both, are usually caused by some combination of genes, environment, behavior and chance. Despite the comforting modern notion that severe psychological illnesses are simply due to an unfortunate genetic inheritance, it is the exceedingly rare mental condition that is caused only by genes. (Rett syndrome is one example.) Rather, if you take something like generalized anxiety disorder (300.02), there may be a variety of causes that set it off: genes that cause excessive activity in the fear-producing part of the brain called the amygdala, a stressful job that stimulates that activity, engaging in dumb behavior like having an affair that exacerbates your anxiety, then randomly getting into an anxiety-heightening situation like a car accident. The DSM has to try to account for all of that complexity — causes, effects, unintended consequences — and still be definitive.

Hyman said in an interview that one way the DSM currently handles this complexity is to have what he described as a “wastebasket” diagnosis — called “not otherwise specified” (NOS) — that captures just about anything that doesn’t easily fit the categorical model. One major problem with the NOS diagnosis: pretty much anyone can qualify for a diagnosis that, by definition, is not specified. A 2005 American Journal of Psychiatry paper found that nearly half of a group of 859 people who sought psychological help in Rhode Island could be considered to have a DSM personality disorder if diagnosticians were allowed to include the NOS option. Another problem: how do you adequately treat patients whose illness is unspecified?

A continuum model like the one Hyman proposes could help solve this problem by recognizing that people aren’t always one thing or another. They’re sometimes just a little depressed or a little anxious. To avoid medicalizing normal stress, the DSM-V would set a cutoff point within the spectrum. Of course, determining the right cutoff point for the DSM’s 350 illnesses would take an enormous research effort, one that has begun for some disorders like depression but probably hasn’t even been thought about for rare problems like sexual sadism.

Other attendees at the APPA conference indicated that the new DSM will almost certainly adopt a continuum model for mental illnesses. But don’t be surprised if the book doesn’t come out as scheduled in 2012. If the three-day conference came to any solid conclusion, it was that toting up all the ways our minds can fail is a lot harder than, say, explaining why your appendix might burst.

Read “Tallying Mental Illness’s Costs.”

Read “I’m O.K. You’re O.K. We’re Not O.K.”

Dr. Drew tells us some celebrities have mental illnesses

Duh! Anyway, here is an article from Wired about celebrities and mental illness:

Dr. Drew PinskyCelebrities’ bad behavior is rooted in mental illness, according to “Dr. Drew” Pinsky, who is best known as the host of Celebrity Rehab and Loveline — a nationally syndicated radio show that invites listeners to call in with questions about sex and drugs.

In his latest book, The Mirror Effect (on bookstore shelves Tuesday), he spells out a theory that stars are predisposed to narcissistic personality disorder long before they become famous. Their dysfunctional behavior is rewarded by Hollywood and portrayed as normal by the press.

“As reporting on celebrity behavior becomes even more ruthless and mean-spirited, I am struck by this disconnect between how a
celebrity’s behavior is portrayed in the media, and the very real problems that underlie their actions,” wrote Pinsky.

He argues that the media fails to acknowledge that celebrities are mentally ill when holding them up as role models, so everyday people have begun to emulate their unhealthy behavior.

In 2006, Pinsky and his co-author Mark Young published the first systematic study of celebrity psychology in the Journal of Research in Personality. The new book explains that research and how it fits into the larger context of our culture, which they argue has been soiled by shameless producers, agents and paparazzi.

The first three chapters read like a history textbook, recapping famous celebrity mishaps and an era when those unfortunate episodes were carefully hidden from the public. It gives readers a glimpse of just how conservative Pinsky really is. He seems to prefer the  good old days when movie studios were able to keep Rock Hudson in the closet.

The celebrity doctor is not a fan of MySpace or Facebook either, because they allow people to seek attention by acting out like celebrities — posting provocative pictures and personal stories about irresponsible behavior.

“Without appropriate monitoring, these social networking platforms are subject to abuse by those who are most vulnerable to the endless feedback loop they create,” wrote Pinsky. “This is known as an urge/compulsion/reinforcement cycle, and it’s very similar to what happens to those who crave drugs or other addictive substances.”

After that rather stiff introduction, the book becomes a psychology lesson with celebrities as examples.

Pinsky seems fond of interpreting behavior in the light of evolution, and gave this explanation for the asinine stunts performed by Johnny Knoxville and Steve-O on the show Jackass.

“Some have speculated that such acting out may be deeply rooted in our genes, as a way to display genetic prowess and adaptability,” wrote Pinsky. “In this theory, males (in particular) who survive dangerous stunts are displaying their biological capacity to survive in adversity.”

In their 2006 study, Pinsky and Young found that celebrities from reality television score the highest on the Narcissistic Personality Inventory. Pinsky is convinced that the producers of those shows carefully select contestants with psychological problems, because they will bring extra drama to each show.

“Having served as a consultant to several reality shows, I know what the producers are looking for in contestants,” wrote Pinsky. “The standards regarding mental health are extremely fluid.”

One-night stand turns ugly

While this article is not specifically about BPD, there is some mutilation in it (not self, but of a boyfriend), so it may be triggering to some. Here is long article on it and here is a link to a shorter article with pictures (be warned!).

‘Blackburn woman tattooed lover with Stanley knife’

8:50am Saturday 31st January 2009

A WOMAN used a Stanley knife to carve her name on the shoulder of her lover while he was asleep, a court heard.

Dominique Fisher, 22, of Blackburn, has gone on trial accused of unlawfully wounding Wayne Robinson, with whom she had a drink-and-drug fueled four-day fling after meeting in a nightclub.

As well as her name on his right shoulder, Fisher carved a star on his back and ‘body art’ on his left arm.

Mr Robinson said he woke up covered in blood to find himself cut, with Fisher ‘snoring her head off’ next to him.

Fisher had told him: “I’m a tattooist. I thought you’d like it”, the court heard.

But Fisher denies the charge and has told the jury she carried out the carvings with Mr Fisher’s consent.

The court heard the two had met by chance in the Syndicate nightclub in Blackpool on June 12 then spent a night together in a room at the Cliffs hotel where cocaine was taken before going their separate ways in the morning.

The next day there was further contact between them and Mr Robinson travelled by taxi from his home in Fleetwood to her Blackburn flat.

Steven Wild, prosecuting, said the man stayed with her for two nights and the pair drunk alcohol and took valium, not prescribed to either of them.

He told the court: “What the Crown say happened is that around 2.30am on the Sunday morning Mr Robinson woke and found he was covered in blood.

“He found a design carved into his left arm and the name Dominique into his right shoulder and a star carved into his back.”

Mr Robinson, 24, told the jury at Preston Crown Court that they took around 30 valium tablets between them that weekend.

He said “I watched a bit of telly, laid on the bed, drinking vodka, chatting. That is basically all I can remember.”

He woke up the first morning and she said they had had sex.

Mr Robinson said he presumed that on the Saturday he took more valium.

His last recollection was being “laid on the bed”.

Mr Robinson discovered the tattoos in the early hours of Sunday.

“I had been cut up, there was blood and Dominique was snoring her head off. I had slashes, cuts on my arms and back.”

He refuted defence claims that he had consented to the tattoos, that he had asked her to do it and had mopped up the blood. “I was comatose”, he added.

Mr Robinson’s wounds went onto heal, but has been left with visible scarring, the court heard.

In her evidence, Fisher, who the court was told was a woman of good character, said they sat chatting about the seven tattoos she had then.

She said he asked her to put ‘a tribal one’ on him. She told the jury she had never done it before and did not have a clue how to go about it.

Fisher, of Roebuck Close, in the Galligreaves area, said: “He was asking me questions like had I got anything sterile.

“I said I had Stanley blades because I had been decorating.

“He wanted to put his name into me and I said no. We were both awake, knew what we were doing and talking about.

“He was sat on the end of the bed, baring his arm. Both of us wiped the blood away.

“I was asking him did it hurt. He said ‘no, carry on’.”

It took a few hours to write the name Dominique and then the tribal tattoo.

Fisher said she could not remember doing the star on his back.

She later added in evidence: “I’m sorry for what I have done”.

The trial continues on Monday.

What's wrong with Jim Carroll?

Alrighty then… this has little to do with my subject (BPD), but I stumbled across a picture on wikipedia yesterday of Jim Carroll. I was writing a post on the ATSTP List about tough love. I will follow up here more on the tough love idea shortly, but I wanted to show how boundaries can be used in tough love, and about how those boundaries are for YOU, not for your loved one. In other words you have to enforce those boundaries for yourself. Boundaries are choices about what YOU will and will not do for/with/about your life and your loved ones. The best example of tough love that I could think of was a scene from “The Basketball Diaries” (the movie) which is based on the book by the same name by Carroll. I found the scene on YouTube here:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WktborljI_o

The actual scene starts at 5:35 and be careful there are some pretty graphic things before the 5:35 mark. The scene involves Carroll’s (played by Leonardo DiCaprio) mother not giving him money for drugs. Carroll is a heroin addict at the time. It’s worth seeing just to see tough love in action. If you watch you will see that the tough love is tough on both of them and, more importantly, the mother chooses to use her boundary (“I will not give my son money for drugs”), rather than try and control HIS behavior, which many people think boundaries and tough love are all about.

Image of The Basketball Diaries
Image of Forced Entries: The Downtown Diaries: 1971-1973

Anyway, I started looking into Carroll on wikipedia and stumbled across this picture of Carroll taken last year (ok, he’s only 57 in the photo).

Jim Carroll at 57

Here is another photo taken of him in 2000 (when he was 50).

Jim Carroll in 2000

I mean, Jeez, what happened to him? Some have speculated heroin again, but it looks like meth or AIDS to me. Here’s a blog post about Carroll’s reading from last year. It’s just so sad.