Today I was grumpy when I got up. I was supposed to get my stimulus payment today. I filed my taxes electronically, the last two digits of my social are between 00 and 20. The IRS told me that I’d get my stimulus check by May 2nd. That’s today. No dice. I really need the cash. I have outstanding bills and I gotta pay ’em. I desperately need to get my head back above water.  So, I was a grumpy dude this morning. However, I downloaded a self-hypnosis mp3 the other day. Why? Well, one of the hypnosis titles was “overcome the fear of abandonment” and thought – BPD right?…